So embarrassing!

i blacked out @ work today. hahaha.
dr.An used a blade to cut the gum of a patient to release the pus. and i was beside using high vac. to suck the blood.
i actually blacked out can. omg. so useless. i tot i was doing fine until i saw darkness. didn't know i will react so strongly. the feeling was bad. and till now i'm still not feeling very gd. haha.
this was the 2nd time i blacked out in my life.

i can't stand anything cutting or poking into the flesh. but can't believe i blacked out. oh man. useless. maybe it was the 1st time i watched a surgery. luckily tt time i didn't stayed for the implant surgery the other time. i guess i will just faint @ a much bigger surgery. haha. hope i can get used to it. cuz surgery isn't rare.

and today i had lunch with dr.An alone. haha. and she treated me. so bu hao yi shi.
anyway, she's a nice doc. not juz becuz she treated me. but she seriously is. haha..

ok. it's gonna be another day @ work tml.